I know your blood boils at the sight of me,
I know it eats you inside that now I am free.
I know you hate to see me happy and well.
You should know this woman hope's you go to hell.
I know you still spread all your bullshit and lies,
About how I like to drink when I don't, so I know you despise,
That I'm doing much better since I set sail,
because I wasn't brainwashed by your words that I'd fail.
You can't stand that I'm doing great and I smile,
Still stalk my Facebook and blog, you're just vile.
Brainwash other people with lies, so they abuse me for you.
Hiding behind them like the coward I saw through.
When a narcissist cant get to you, they turn others against you,
Well I'd take on the world to be free of you if I had to.
Put the walls up and blocked you and your poison out.
Which is why you let a third party do it now, no doubt.
Act like you're perfect to them, but I know that you're not,
Took four years to get child support, I guess that's something you forgot
To mention to your new supply. That you used to bounce from dole to job.
So they couldn't get an attachment to earnings, what a knob.
Got a police record longer than my Aldi receipt
Fighting in a doctors surgery, an ex that you beat,
Possession of a weapon, then there's the roids you like to take.
Need I go on? You're just a bully and a fake.
Get on with my life and stop playing the victim you say,
Take your screenshots, stick them up your A and go away.
I'll keep telling my truth and give other women strength to get out,
And to make them aware that there's men like you about.
I know it sucks arse, I know you never thought I'd go,
Bet you thought I'd be stuck in your cage forever, hell no.
I put you on a pedestal, thought you were the the best thing since sliced bread.
Believed that no one else would love me, what utter bullshit I was fed.
That wasn't love, it was toxic manipulation and control,
Stripped of an identity, of family, friends and goals.
It wasn't living, it was monotonous day to day,
No growth was going to be made if I was to stay.
You see because you think you're perfect, you will never grow,
As non of us are perfect and here's one thing you should know.
Growth comes from acceptance and hard work, rather than placing blame.
But as long as you point the finger, you'll always remain the same.
I'll always be the one that got away, you'll seek parts of me in others,
True love encourages growth, whilst your love smoothers.
So you'll bounce from girl to girl, until they get wise.
But still, like air, I'll rise.